Wednesday, October 12, 2011

depressed

i didn't realize how quickly i'm able to lose spirit. one bad midterm and i'm brooding for hours.

and then i realized how much God wanted me to talk to Him. how much He wanted me to know that He was in control, not me.

i've become spoiled. i've been blessed with a string of good grades, but it's hardly because i'm smart. i've been tricked into thinking that i'm good. but no. God is good.

for the first time in college, i've received an irredeemable midterm below a full standard deviation. i'm starting to realize, for the millionth time, how much i need to pray. none of this is by my power, but a gift from the almighty God. my GPA is not mine, but His.

berkeley, you may be able to put me down, but my God is greater.