i'm getting so tired and fed up with all the work i have to do for everything every day. i kind of wish i could go back to fall quarter--now that was fun. this quarter just plainly--sucks. i absolutely detest DOC and physics 1B. AIDS science and society is very interesting but wayyy too much work for all the little things we're required to know. and chem lab is just too early and stressful. gosh i can't wait for this quarter to be over.
socially my world is dying too. cliques have formed like in high school in a more severe sense (obviously none includes me); i don't even feel like i belong in IV anymore. speaking of which, i need a place where i can be more real.
even my dorms are no longer really welcoming. the tightness that we once had during first quarter is entirely lost: everyone has their own agendas now. we don't eat together. we don't study together. we don't play games together (as much). we're just consumed by our own things, whether it be classwork, study, friends, jobs (for me that is), etc.
oh how i miss the good ol' days. the days when i didn't want to come back home cause it was all fun 'n games (i've come home every weekend this quarter so far). oh well--the only thing good i can even think up at the moment is the fact that my sister came home after not seeing her for two quarters. more incentive to go home on the weekends.
sighs. hang on alan, it will soon be over. hang on.
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